Matthew 6:25-34. This is where I usually live. I try not to worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will take care of itself. I am also humbly aware of thieves who come to steal, kill, and destroy (John 10:10). But then again, our Father seeks to give us “good gifts” (Matthew 7:9-11). I suppose I mostly cling to Philippians 4:12 & 13. For I know what it is to live in poverty and abundance and that the secret to life is contentment.
My husband and I are teachers. We love education and have devoted our lives to those of others. We show up, build relationships, and mentor young minds. We hug, fist bump, shake hands, and laugh with kids. We think about our content, but we think more about kids. We have been blessed with three kids who have been under the exemplary care of high quality educators. Their teachers have loved them, loved on them, and invested in them. We have built community.
These are not normal times. I believe we are in a temporary, confused, and evil period of history where daily accounts of virus, deaths, riots, and all the things have come to steal our joy. I’m thankful for scripture that reminds us that the joy of the Lord is our strength (Nehemiah 8:10).
I’m also human. I’m a mama bear and I fall victim to worry. I don’t have answers and while I know to trust and obey, my worry casts doubt. I’m deeply saddened about so much that is in the world, but I know that this feeling is of the devil. So, today, I’m going to rejoice and be glad in it (Psalm 118:24). Not because I am not stressed, but because it is the only way to contentment and joy. I cannot allow the thief to come in and steal, kill, and destroy my joy… nor can I add an hour to my life by worrying. After all, the birds are not worried about tomorrow and my Father loves me more than the birds.
Whatever. However. Whenever. As plans for the upcoming school year begin to solidify, I pray that I remember to trust and obey. To not fall victim to fear. To dress myself in the full armor of God (Ephesians 6:10-18). I pray that the decisions I make for my personal children are the ones that protect their heart, mind, and health. I pray that the collective decisions of those above me consider the safety and well-being of all above all. I pray that my joy is greater than my fear and that others see Him through me. I also pray that I can keep my mouth shut (Proverbs 21:23).
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